Having one of those emotionally off kilter days. Had originally planned to get a lot of stuff done around the house today, but my heart's just not up for it. You know, like when you get up and get dressed and brush your hair and are ready to go and then all of a sudden you'd rather just curl up into a ball and go back to bed? Yep, that's me today. I woke up, watched an episode of Red Band Society, then moved a bunch of the husband's and I's laundry into the room. Got dressed, had a smoke, brushed my hair. Then my good intentions fell to pieces.
I don't know what causes changes like these. I don't really like them, either. Have some music playing in my ear and hoping to regain at least some semblance of a normal mood :/ Wish me luck? It's days like this when I ache to reach out to a friend and talk to someone, but the mere idea of bothering someone with my mood just cripples those thoughts. So I try to keep it inside, as to not bring down the mood of other people around me.
Hubby is at work until noon. We need to go turn in pop cans because after Mark brought us 3 bags from himself and another 3 from someone who lives near where he parks his car, as well as our own, there's like 8 bags all together. We split can money between Tom and Crystal, normally for gas or cigarette money.
Two out of three kids are awake, have eaten their breakfasts and are watching cartoons. Need them all to help fold and put away their own laundry today, but may not get that far.
I hope everyone else is having a good day.
Sincerely,
Liz.
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