On September 24th, I found out that I was pregnant again.
By September 28th, I was having light spotting. Talked to an advice nurse and other moms and they said this was normal at the beginning of a pregnancy.
The cramping began on September 30th. My husband took me to the hospital where we spent several hours getting blood drawn, having external and internal ultrasounds done, etc. The doctor said the yolk sack was abnormally shaped. There was blood between it and the uterine wall. My HCG levels were over 1200 on Tuesday, but had dropped down to 900. We were going to miscarry.
Today is one week after getting a positive result on all of the at home pregnancy tests I took.
And all I can do at this point is sit around and wait for all of the tissue to flush itself from my body.
I don't want to lose my baby, but there's nothing that can be done about it.
I'm angry at my body. Beyond distraught. Our baby would have been born on or around May 21st, 2016. Tom will tell the girls what happened in a few days, because I'm not going to be able to do it...
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